Musings

Sick =(

Thu, 30 Jun 2011 14:26:33 -0400

I was scared stiff when my niece started flopping in bed like in a fish in need of water earlier on. Somehow she couldn’t breathe and I couldn’t do anything because she didn’t say anything except cry. I kept asking her where the pain was but she only managed to say very uncomfortable before gasping for breath. Thankfully we calmed her down and managed to squeeze in some medicinal liquid into her nasal passage. Now she’s fine. What a relief.

I’m finally back in Singapore! Unable to satisfy my cravings though due to my timely inclination to fall sick each time I return back home. What’s up with my terrible immune system? I know I know, I’m an unhealthy girl. It’s a torture to stare at my most favorite choc bar (Cadbury TWIRL - hey you can’t find this in the States) and knowing that I can’t BITE IT. ARGH.

Last week (which was a really terrible one), despite all the doom and gloom with my unfriendly colleagues, extremely dusty workplace which is super far (Woodlands zomg), my cousin’s breakup with a rude idiot (I feel like an idiot now since I was fooled by his “reliable” appearance), I was able to spend lovely time with my parents and my cousin, and also got myself a new book! Woot woot! It’s called Too Big To Fail - there’s a movie as well, but I prefer books :) I had been eyeing it since the day I went to Kino with my cousin, and got it eventually since there was a 20% discount. Hehe :D

My cousin’s sudden breakup kinda scarred me because she really thought he was THE ONE. He came to my house the other time as well, and I also thought he was THE ONE for her. How can someone change so drastically? Yet my cousin still harbors hope. Gah I really want to shake some sense in her and tell her that he’s not THE ONE. But I don’t have the heart to. She’s very emotional right now, and I can only offer my moral support. Even if he wants to come back, sorry ah, I’m no longer welcoming him back into our family. If he is that rude to my aunt, it just shows that he doesn’t give a damn about respecting elders. But I doubt that there’s any hope left. If a guy tells your mum your flaws, that he has nothing to do with you, that you two are strangers, what’s the possibility of you getting back together with him? AND SHE STILL WANTS TO GO TO HIS HOUSE TO TALK TO HIS PARENTS ZOMG WTH. TALK WHAT. I pray hard that I will be able to stop her before that happens. She will only get hurt even more and I don’t want to imagine anything after that. Sigh.

I hope my persuading skills are up to par. :X

So Sweet <3

Mon, 09 May 2011 01:03:47 -0400

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No.

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Choose: me or your life

Boy: My life.

The girl runs away in shock and pain. The boy runs after her and says:

The reason you don’t cross my mind is because you’re always on my mind.

The reason why I don’t like you is because I love you.

The reason why I don’t want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn’t cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn’t live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I’m not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Loss.

Fri, 08 Apr 2011 14:12:57 -0400

I am at a loss. Everything important is crashing down upon me.

今日、試験はとても難しかったし、宿題を忘れちゃったし、大変だ。

でも、一番大変なことは濠州のこと。彼は彼の男の友達に濠州のことを誘った。なぜ?! 最初から、私達だけへ行くんだけど、どうしてほかの人に誘ったんだ? 本当に分からない。鍾さん教えてくれない?

lovequotesrus: Photo Courtesy: min0uu

Tue, 29 Mar 2011 22:02:13 -0400

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: min0uu

My housie got me this Scorpio mug! Feeling very touched now :)

Tue, 29 Mar 2011 21:25:00 -0400

My housie got me this Scorpio mug! Feeling very touched now :)

What to do?

Tue, 29 Mar 2011 21:21:55 -0400

A long-lost friend walked into my life again. I am contented to learn that she is fine, although she isn’t really doing too well at the moment. When she told me of her problems, I wished that I could have done something substantial but really 力不从心. Sigh. But I’m glad that she’s back in my life!

I realized that I will have nothing to do for 2 months before I return back to the States which is NOT GOOD. Given my short attention span in anything that I do, I can’t possibly spend the entire 2 months travelling around Singapore (and it’s so small I probably can cover it in a week) stuffing my face with food. I can’t go with my male friend either to New Zealand cause my parents don’t allow. What to do??

Sigh.